DragonForce - Through The Fire And The Flames
AC/DC - Highway To Hell
Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train
wee i like this mix of songs
Quote from
spongebobpao.blogspot.com -
"i miss my life in vs. where everything was so wonderful and nice. the place was so clean, and the ppl there were clean too. no backstabbers. like wad farrell once said, vs provides us with too much comfort, too much warmth. vs is overprotective of us. so now when we step into the real world, mix with ppl from other schs, we are unable to adapt to those backstabbers and hyprocrites. i miss 4f. i miss sitting next to BF, with faris and iman behind, and ronghua forever sleeping infront, kumkay wld be next to me mugging lyk a dog as usual. tat was the life. though i was fat, though i owned some budget free creative 1.5gb muvo mp3 player, though i was using some nokia 8250, though i was wear specs and my hair was lyk shit, I WAS HAPPY. HAPPY. CONTENTED. we studied as a class, we helped each other, encouraged each other, and we owned our o lvls together. "
really makes me think you know. cherish the times you have together. and also i remember saying that 2c would be the best class i was in ever. well, this statement is starting to fade away for many ex-2cians. we're already used to the classes we are in now, new things have stepped into our lives. but still, i cherish the memories of that class, all the crap we did together, the teachers, the pranks.
for this year, i think i've been pretty much/ never at all a bastard to some people. i dunno, its up to you if you don't like my face/ think i'm a prick or something. well i won't bear grudges against you, the sec3 life up to now has taught me to do that. the class has taught me to do that. life's really too fuck short to flame others and get even more wrinkles on your forehead/ get high blood pressure. i take a look at a few key people, they simply shrug off insults and unconstructive comments and take it as a laugh. and yet to the people who did these things to them, they still assist them when in need. these people are the real heroes to me. they swallow up that negative energy thrown at them from others for the sake of those around them. humility is the key. sometimes in life we just got to swallow the shit and not spray it out.
i guess i haven't been spending much time with my family, and maybe with a few friends too. more to my close friends though, as i've been closer to family nowadays. sometimes i don't even speak a word to a few people even if they're in the same class. i feel that im drifting away from everyone now. i've become friends with much more people, but now i think that i don't have an person who's actually close at all to me. no one to listen to problems and give advice or something. well the closest person who ever got that far is jeremy tang, surprisingly the least expected person to be. but that would mainly restricted to trainings, life etc, nothing on the personal problems.
sigh i really need someone to talk to.